urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:onmywaybackdown And I'm on my way back down again Little One 2005-01-13T15:25:32Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:onmywaybackdown:5892 2005-01-13T15:25:32Z 2005-01-13T15:25:32Z JUST STOP RUNNING AWAY FROM ME<br /><br />Fuck you max<br />just fuck you<br />you insensitive asshole<br />this is not who you are <br />youre being melodramatic and even MORE fake than usual<br />i can see through you<br />ill always be able to see through you<br />you fucking cunt urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:onmywaybackdown:1889 2004-01-07T00:47:42Z 2004-01-07T00:47:42Z <font face="Century Gothic" size="2"></font><font face="Century Gothic" size="2"><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><u><b><font size="+1">Smoke</font></b></u><br />Sitting here<br />Letting you fade<br />Watching you walk away<br />Watching you break my heart<br /><br />Laying here<br />Leting me cry<br />Trying to obsorb what is left of you<br />Watching tears fall<br /><br />Inhaling more<br />Letting it burn<br />Not hearing you now<br />Beginning to smile<br /><br />Coming down<br />Letting it die<br />Going back to reality<br />Wanting more<br /><br />Wanting you gone<br />Wanting to forget<br />Wishing it didnt have to end this way.<br />-Me<br /><br /><a name="cutid2"></a><i>And the spies came out of the water,<br />But you're feeling so bad cos you know,<br />But the spies hide out in every corner,<br />But you can't touch them though,<br />Cos they're all spies<br />-Coldplay: Spies</i><br /><br /><a name="cutid3"></a><b>Letting go <br />Is not my thing <br />Walk away <br />Won't let it happen again <br />I'm wont fall apart<br /><br />Why should I feel sad <br />For what I never had <br />Nothing equals nothing<br /><br />Turn to stone<br />Lose my faith<br />I'll be gone before it happens.<br />-Madonna: Gone</b> <br /><br />"How can you hide from what never goes away?"<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i><b>I think Ive smoked myself retarded.</b></i></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:onmywaybackdown:340 2003-12-20T02:13:32Z 2003-12-20T02:13:32Z <font face="Century Gothic" size="2"></font><font face="Century Gothic" size="2">Come on, oh my star is fading<br />And I swerve out of control<br /><b>If I, if I'd only waited<br />I'd not be stuck here in this hole</b>.<br /><br />Come here, oh my star is fading<br />And I swerve out of control<br />And I swear I waited and waited,<br /><b>I've got to get out of this hole</b><br /><br />But time is on your side<br />It's on your side now<br />Not pushing you down and all around<br /><b>It's no cause for concern</b><br /><br />Come on, oh my star is fading<br />And I see no chance of release<br /><b>I know I'm dead on the surface<br />But I'm screaming underneath</b><br /><br />And time is on your side<br />It's on your side now<br />Not pushing you down and all around<br />It's no cause for concern<br /><br />Stuck on the end of this ball and chain<br /><u><b>And I'm on my way back down again</u></b><br />Stood on a bridge, tied to a noose<br />Sick to the stomach<br />You can say what you mean<br />But it won't change a thing<br /><b>I'm sick of the secrets</b><br /><br />Stood on the edge<br />Tied to a noose<br />You came along<br />And you cut me loose<br /><br />You came along<br />And you cut me loose<br />You came along<br />And you cut me loose</font>